the moon tt look so small in my cam but look so big outside the window!!! lol..


hahaz... took this while on the way home after meeting my pri sku cher..^^
lala haix tired* going rest le.. ^^ post again lataz of got anything to post..(: i think got bah haha..

d4rkn3sS dunno where am i felt so lost so cold so afraid wondering where am i ?where are all my light? where are the place i use to stay? where are my memorise? i miss them so much ..i keep on walking.... thinking tt i could find them back i tried my best i run and walk walk and run so tt i could reach them soon HOWEVER..

* i bang into a tree HAHA*!!

yar todae assembly haha..

Every picture shows a history..

MY WATER BABY!!! haha so cute >.<
lataz take pic pic or u worhx..(:

i love you DEar x33

how many more tree i haf to bang into before i reach.. ??

hmmmm can sae tt never really smilez for the whole day lol... haiz... i dunno i dunno.. wad had i done wrong? tt ppl actually started leaving me... T.T i cant cry out WTH!!! and i gotta try smiling? =.- haiz...

shuld be i am in wrong.. but wad had i done wrong??... i dunno.. i wanna noe anybody noe tell me?? coz i didnt treasure and ppl started leaving me??

hmm decided not gonna smilez for todae..(:

mayb all i could hope tt when i wake up tmr morning i would be smiling.. :)

or shuld i dun care? juz smile? even though iam actually kinda sad..

k nvm i will smilez.. =D.. juz for my family to see...

self-mutilation haha new word learn from ms chin...

hey! dun misunderstood i wont try doing tt...coz i cannot haha..

x33 End wif loves

to be continue--> [coz i never close my blog mah =p]

i miss Him ,He is my Dear x33..

hmmm kinda sad todae or shuld i sae start from ytd ..
todae never meet dear cries*
actually got tt feeling tt we wont be meeting since ytd night..
and todae morning keep wondering.. and ya really we didnt meet..T.T

hmmm nvm DEar takkire woorhx love ya muaccks x33

todae todae todae siao le... lalala.. gotta report boook not very happy wif my result hooo hooo i failed eng!!!!!! haha die die die lol work hard?? shuld i?? i started wondering now... hmm...


西界

阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼

HERE TO POST DEAR DE PIC hahaha..!!!


=/ thinking* think wad lehx? lik very sleepy zzzzZZZZ


bu yao kan wo arhx?? hey hey ending is i take ur pic lor!!! muhahaha


Bear bear so cute haha..

DEar dear got see how Shuai u r mah? muhahah..dun dun dun ever try taking away my ugly position lol..

kay then ending here miss DEar muaccks x33

25AUGUST2007 <---9 month wiif DEar..!!

hahhaha so damn happi happi larhx!!!! yar i meeted dear heehs...

hmmmm afternoon at abt 1430++ go meet dear at his house de playground there lol.. then we sitted there for very long then i crap alot haha stupid me i keep sae hiiex to ppl orhx yar and dear learned alot thing from me worhx but horx he forget le!! haha..lol..hmmm then ehh sitted at the play ground till 2025 i guess lol..then go park walkwalk haha then play sea-saw and sand wif dear haha the sand cold cold de lol..hmmm then till abt 2146 bah i guess =x then dear send me home heehs..watched him walk back dear never turn!! haha nvm was actually waiting for u to turn lol... xPP..

LOVE you DEAr!!! muaccks..x33

GRADUATION

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon and there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat chorus 3x

today: 60% happy 40% sad.. lol

why happy coz dear actually told me tt he feel lik meeting me todae haha.. but i got dance=.-
sad i dunno really dunno mayb is this song bah so damn touching the onli song tt touch me so much can listenn till cry...

finally sat gonna meet dear le wad will happen??
excited and afraid..

today chem can die liao..

borrowed new book "in the still of the night"

if everyting could be so simple there wont be any problem..
if i dun haf a brain? i wont be thinking lol..
i miss secondary days..
though i still in this sku i kind of take it for granted..

aya i dunno larhx..

gif me 2 more days..to rest i am tired*
to have fun and not to study..
after sat i will work hard le..
if i am still alive..

TAKKIRE EVERYONE i sound lik i dying soon =.- lol..

looking forward to 25august2007 i choosed this day.. i miss u x33

BADBOY!!!

i miss you x33 cries*

chemistry can die!!!...

Everybody miss the happy day so do i..x33
我爱你,你爱我吗? dotting a loves wif the finishing liquid paper..

Today//

hmm todae first lesson math get to noe the AA, TEST and CA2 mark.. hmm yao jia you more..lol..
then is history learn abt japan thingy haha.. hmmm i never sleep horx this lesson but i fa dai sometime lol..
then is FnN cook wif siti haha yar she really very fast..lol can i damn stupid=.- while cutting the thing i use the wrong side of knief to cut i use the not sharp de side then i weird weird why cannot cut lol.. then i use hand press on the sharpe side stil use force worhx but lucky i felt the pain abit i let go lol..if not i cutting my hand liao =.- then while cutting the hmm onion argx??i dunno lol.. cut till tear lol eye pain pain haha i laughed=.-...dunno todae cook de ish wad lol.. i onli noe tt got curry haha tt one siti cook..

after FnN is recess go back class all in class eat the FnN food lol..then go down wif chunhui and jie wei..

then after recess is physic haha.. hmm learn work and energy abit.. lol..every1 very sleepy include me larhx haha..then is eng nth really happen then ish chinese as usual so noisy =.- sad for cher every time come our class will get angry if i teach i cry already lol..
then sku end then go home

the model person call me again ask me if wan do a part time job but i....REJECTED!!! regret [thx dear xPP]!!!!! T.T so sad sad.. i wan take the job but at tt point of time when the person ask me i was lik i nid study first=.- lol..how could i rejected it!!!! ahhhh cries* haix no choice then got to wait..wait after o level..!!!!

lalala hmmm so borebore...
next time post muii pic muhahaha
ending here..*

i hope really really hope to meet you soon x33 blank blank*

STRAWBERRYSSS

2 strawberry..

3

4

7

sideview haha

OMG GIANT strawberry!!!!

sweetiiex strrawberriix..

heart shape strawberry haha

yoz!! haha

ytd go ntuc buy strawberry then reach home take pic while washing strawberry haha..
mom sae i mad abt strawberry lol.. and YOU NOE WAD??!!! ytd dad take one of my strawberry the HE SAE... HE DUNNO HOW EAT STRAWBERRY!!!!??? i was lik OMG!!! o.0 lol... then i keep laugh hahaha... then he sae this strawberry ish the sec strawberry he ate since he was born lol.. sec onli =.- cant believe it haha.. then he eat liao keep wan eat my strawberry lol coz it's too nice muhahaha!!!...then i give him eat kinder lol.. one mouth onli he sae very nice go take my other kinder =.- but lucky i buy three packet muahahha... then bro also take one packet =.-...


hithit!!!! muhahaha u die liao...!!!.. jkjk xPP


hmm tired gogin sleep liao ..endend**
hope sat can go watch bu neng shou de mi mi muhahahah...!!!...

i miss you dear x33 MUACCKS blankblank**

离开地球表面

丢掉手表 丢外套
丢掉背包 再丢唠叨
丢掉电视 丢电脑
丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼
冲啥大 冲啥小
冲啥都有人唱反调
恨得多 爱得少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高 把地球甩掉

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要 再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高

丢掉手表 丢外套
丢掉背包 再丢唠叨
丢掉电视 丢电脑
丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼
野心大 胆子小
跳舞还要靠别人教
恨得多 爱得少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高 把地球甩掉

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要 再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高

我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高

come on!

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要 再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高


我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高

come on !
jump!
jump!
jump!
jump!
jump!
jump!
jump!

smilez no matter how sad.. (:

yar haha.. juz now go ikea and giant wif dad mom uncle uncle sae will reach amk by 3+ i sae abt 4:45 lol.. k then after buying thing at ikea and and giant went back hehes i am right lor reach amk by 450 xPP win uncle then i keep laugh in car hahaz crazy le... siao liao.. =.-

haiz kinda sad larhx haha so many problem.. but all not my problem but i care =.- stupid? lala nvm hao ren mah haha i care also no use.. i cant do anything.. haha..stupid yar??

todae face red red damn ugly k nvm i where got one day not ugly de?? lol..

yar kinda glad tt i actually can smilez nomatter how sad i am lol.. pro muhaah sank u sank u haha jk larhx..nvm juz get on wif life bah i die one day mah lol.. why not smile instead of frown lol...smile smilez smilez but sometime really very sad lol.. sad till forgotten how to smilez...

cute mah?? haha






waiting








raining!!

lalala the end*

ying wei hai pa ni de ta an hai pa za wen..

kay larhx i felt tt horx i very:

selfish
stupid
useless
careless
evil
ugly
forgetful
short
fat
boring
lazi
cry babbiies
not hardworking e.t.c

but

i am very forgiving and a good listening coz i dun talk lolx..


failed my math!!!!! lao i go jump down liao.. =.- currently wont lol..if for last time will think of dying.. now i dun wan die lol.. coz coz got DEAR muhaha..
hmmmm i am not working hard enough!!!! but i very lazi!!!.. how can lik tt..
i very stupid larhx haha.. sometime when ppl sad horx i wanna feel their sad and hurt lol.. then i hate myself for not working hard yar all this sae sae onli i keep sae wan work hard but i didnt really go and study hard lor..argghhh...

sometime hen xiang shang hai zi ji..=.- stab stab satb
hen xiang jian ni x33


k i gotta end here tmr got chinese and thur got ss test yao jia you dun care now go study but + chat wif dear lol..

I am making thing worse larhx arghhh..

I miss you x33 when will we meet again?..

heehs here to tag.. hmmmmm i wan jian fei!!!! xPPP though i noe my BMI kinda adnormal lol..16 =.-

study FnN till 2am =.- wake up at five study again but i onli manage to learn one chpt..!!! am i not working hard enough?? mayb bah mus WORKHARD but then horx i FORGOT bring my history hw back todae!!!=.- lao T.T hmm ms chin no lesson then i manage to learn abit of ss coz after eng is ss lesson also got test.. now all i can hope is tt i can pass my ss after ss FnN keep memorize and memorize lol. scare forgot ya i did forget some i hope can pass lor T.T stressed!!! haha...lataz got alot white hair lol.. then is recess learn math and read comic haha.. xPPPP ooooo todae after recces sit at parade square dear in same line wif me as in horizontal line heehs.. xPPPPP then go up class ish ishh physic cant concentrate T.t yar i learn nth=.-... then ishh history.. k hmm kinda boring lol.. nearly fell asleep but but cher de ruler hit on my table juz infront of me wake me up muhahha and get to see my history result got B4 i think lol forgot le.. kinda happy abt it JIAYOU..!!!! then after history ish math... math arhx hmmm no test lol but journal writing =.-... kay hope i did it correctly then haha.... then after sku go canteen wif hong min and chun hui haha very funni larhx keep laugh laugh lol... hahaaha.. then go up for compre test... k i nearly* fell asleep tired haha.. but wake up in time manage to finish hope can pass lor my eng always fail fail fail de i can get 19/100 lol when in pri sku larhx haha.. tt time is i shade wrong lol.. all wrong lehx for mcq!! yar and i onli get 19 for the other paper=.-..

haix scare tmr history no time finish!!! T.T shuld haf go back class take regreted!!!! sobby..

hmmmm mayb gonna dance for teacher day but i very busy scare cannot take it will die lol... keep test and test.. and buddhism got dance and choir sku also got dance =.-... lol busy giirlx sia haha...finally tofae dun haf much thing do i can read comic lol... tmr gonna be a busy day 4 me again..yar i am always busy missing DEAR x33_ hahaz...

k then ending le DEAR TAKKIRE WORHx x33

9.8.07

national day worhz!!!! hahaz.. but then sadd cannot celebrate every year also got celebrate de this year de national day celebrate at kenshu =.- hehes.. nvm hmm tjis is the ONLI camp tat i dun miss at all ..damn boring except the outdoor activity and high priest guidance heehs.. kkz start from morning...

8 reach PC hmmm PC is a short form of my buddhism place..^^ then do morning gongyo..morning gongyo is a chanting tat nid to do every morning..lik a starting of a day.. after tat when up to third floor of PC we are divided into chpt..E.g. AMK, YCK blabla then got two bus me and bro in sec bus haha.. then go down waited for the bus kkz cut short
in bus liao..**
fell asleep haha... lol.. hugging bro sleeping bag coz his very de soft de then mine lik log lik tt damn hard T.T...then woke up when abt to reach.. lol our camp site is near LCK haha..=.- then reach there when to put thing haha yay all girls got bed !!!!! muhahah no nid sleep my hard hard sleeping bag xP...then girls at sec floor then boys at first floor sleep on floor xPp.. then after tt went back to main hall ice breaking over there i in gp1..gp1 consist of AMk and bishan chpt [gp member: weihong(leader), dunno wad rui, wei duno wad,dunno wad yu , jeremy and maokang<--guys i dunno how spell their name xP but girls---> me,huijun,shu xin heehs] hmm each gp got one newspaper roll into stick then we nid rmb each other name..one person will be at the center of the gp circle then take the stick when ur name are call u are suppose to call the other person name as for the person at center he/she will have to hit the person whos name are call.. haha i kena one time then the floor got sharp edge cut till my leg abit..lol near my blue black..=.- then after is a game " hand and mouth are not the same" mean we will take turn when my hand show 5 i cannot sae five i nid to sae other number..lol the person who wrong will have to be drawn by lipstick lol.. i kena one time not becoz i sae wrong is coz i too soft =.-..then join gp play "I LOVE kenshu" a person have to sae "I" or "ILOVE" then point to other person tt person haf to continue "love" or "kenshu" then continue continue haha wrong will be punish haha..yay i never made wrong lol coz onli play one time xP.. too many ppl.. lol..then we are back to own gp then choose paper and a person..tt person haf to act out the name writen on the paper my gp is the gatsby thingy lol..then got one gp is xu chun mei tt gp damn funni somemore is a guy act de lo.. he really very daring.. then is gp discussion for the fun night we are given one tittle and song and to plan and act out at night..my gp tittle is.."bad thing abt pre dunno wad sex "=.-.. song " i wanna **** you by akon" =.- dots lor.. hmmm then my gp discuss i help cut the girl hair coz one of the boy will be acting as a girl..=.- the story kinda RA lol but funni haha not gonna type out the story..then lunch then high priest guidance then evening gongyo then dinner never eat heehs.. then is the fun night lol.. my gp can sae is the funniest haah..*** we get the first xp*** then we played a game deal or no deal lol.. kay tt one damn boring a few ppl enthu onli i nearly fell asleep but woke up by the bee T.T i keep change place sit lol.. then after tt snack cum shower cum sleep haha..i didnt bath sit one my bed and read comic lol.. then hui jun move up sleep beside me de bed.. then she bath hao sleep le..i duno wad i doing lol... draw read comic fa dai haha then i fell asleep lol..then wake up around 3?? then cannot go back sleep do nth lol.. wait 4 ppl to wake up go brush teeth..heehs.. then wait till six wake hui jun up her fonr rang then go brush teeth change cloth prepare for morning gongyo..

10.8.07

hmm do morning gongyo after tt went to change clothes for breakfast cum game..eat breakfast then go field wait for outdoor activity lol.then after tt the first game is every gp member haf to blindfold then the so call worker will put one brush in ur mouth the other end of brush will haf paint and one rubber band the worker will instruct the person to walk where where then pass the rubber band to another person with brush and paint if listen wrongly will kena painted haha.. i very lucky first person onli paint dao abit lol.. on hand not face xP then i can take down my blindfold instruct the other person to pass to another person yar hen hao wan.. then the is station game hmm first station bu hao wan sec also bu hao wan bu yao type xP.. third is haha mud and water bomb game yar i kena throw till very dirty lol..then made till my face i throw my spec on ground=.- abit angry lol.. then the person take me go wash face coz might made till eye.. then ok liao last game is search for key lol.. one of our gp member are tied up we hafe to find the key and find the person to take the scissor to untie our gp member..my gp sec to find the key haha then is shower cum lunch waited for my turn to shower first time in camp i can bath till so clean lol.. then wait for huijun and michell go lunch lol..michell is another new frenz made when waiting for bathin haha alot girl sit down chat lol.. hen funni larhx haha... then go lunch go back pack thing then sleep lol.. coz still got one hour be4 the other program dialog.. then during dialog alot experience sharing some kinda funni...then is prize presentation then short gongyo to close the kenshu..then kenshu PHOTO haha.. then take thing go back le..slept in bus lol.. bro worse he slept till head move here move there haha... hmm yar kay then gotta end here worhx... dun really miss this camp but is a kinda nice camp... more and more interested in my buddhism le.. (:

ehh sorry sorry is not high priest for the above thingy*** i dunno how spell then other name.. hmmm heres the guidance--->

HOw to be a good person?

-to be a good person remove selfishness
-be wide and able to accept
-accept both happiness and suffering

suffering and happiness is a fact of life. it's just like a piece of paper there is a front and a back human life dun haf a life without happiness or suffering tt why we mus be ready to accept both difficult and happy situation.

suffer when it's to suffer
enjoy where there is to enjoy

kay then ending here^^ sick lol T.T

I MISS YOU DEAR x33

xiang wo mah??

..sometime i wonder (:

going kenshu lataz...

i miss you daer.. x33





did i do something wrong??hmmmm..

我不想忘记你 LYRICS

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

todae early morning kena punish coz never do eng compre is not i dun wanna do is is i really forget!!!!.. haiz...hmm then is ss... then F&N passed^^ then is recess stayed in class then i go behind library wif su slam book lol.. yar my poor diana...hmm then go line up..then go up then physic test also pass kinda happy wif all my test coz i passed..then history quite bore..cant concentrate so didnt learn alot thing..then math got math test yue hua take my calculator then haven return i no calculator lucky jojo bro lend me thz thz lots... after sku go buy shoe mom sae" finally u rmb go buy le =.-" then go art room hmmm painting blablabla fell down..=.- serve me right..then after art go class room sms and call amelia see if they still dancing then walk pass 3e1 jia ping sae got eng remedial then i dunno=.- but when in and sit down do the eng paper..sms amelia not going dance then do do till 425 hmmm still got 5 more min to 430 i go do the pervious paper tt i didnt finish..then after finish go home..reach home help my maid to put flour on chicken then go room use comp end**

haha short right?? hmm...

life is confusing isnt it??...
sleepy =.-

gotta end here le..

sign off: yuwe*

missing dear x33

whhooo whooo whooo haha...i will smile and laugh coz it cut fat =.- lolx kinda lame??...

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todae todae .... okay i am lazi!!!!! to post xP so...
more information on wad happen todae in ling jie blog^^

boreboreboreboreboreboreboreborebore...haiz...sign*..

Todae morning go running wif ling jie muhaha then we run one run onli lol..we dun realli run we run walk skip dance =.- yar pro right muhahah..after on run go play see saw lol..hen hao wan muhaha then after that go do sit up one time lol.. stupid right? haha then sit there chit chat^^ then go chong boon mart mac ice cream again muhahaha.... yar we two zi lian lol...heres the pic--->




ling take wo wo take ling lol..


then after mac go buy bbt.. then go home^^
at home watch a show is on laughing de haha..

though todae didnt get to meet dear sad but i get to watch the show on laughing de haha.. which made me laugh and laugh then i made my grand laugh so happy lol...

hmmm then gotta end here le...
miss dear lots x33 T.T.. =3

today today morning got painting war muhahah during art class while painting box lol..
then is PE =.- bu hao wan... no no no except for sit up haha.. then recess stay in class slack..then after recess is math sleepy lol fall a sleep then wake up haha...math topic quite fun^^ but i sleepy lol...then after math go home...change wait for ling^^

--->
go amk hub buy short ^^ then go mac buy ice cream then go park slack muhahaha [ me & ling]

at park walk and run abit one round lol... then take pic but not gonna post i too ugly liao xP...
then go play see saw haha hen hao wan [ ling fast or slow?? lol]

then go buy water go playground slack haha chit chat...so nice lol..
then abt 5 go home haha..

here's some pic..--->





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haha...


actually tt thing cannot push lol


ling comb hair lol..haha i noe my hair very de messy but dun care xPp...

actually still got other pic lol..

kay then gotta end here... todae very tire arhx!!!!!...
haiz sad sad tmr cannot meet dear again...hmmm nvm nvm next time...
i miss you dear muaccks..<33